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works/4946419.
  Rating:
      Explicit
  Archive Warning:
      Rape/Non-Con, Underage
  Category:
      F/M
  Fandom:
      Hannibal_(TV), Hannibal_Lecter_Series_-_All_Media_Types
  Relationship:
      Margot_Verger/Mason_Verger
  Character:
      Margot_Verger, Mason_Verger
  Additional Tags:
      tw_suicide, tw_rape_mention, mentions_of_brotherly!Mason, Flashback
  Stats:
      Published: 2014-04-25 Words: 597
****** No Choice but to Live ******
by hiddenbloom
Summary
     Margot reflects on a memory.
Margot opened the bathroom cabinet and found the bottle sitting right there,
leftover painkillers from when Mason dislocated her shoulder a month ago.
A glance off to the side as she thought about how Mason had attacked her again
tonight, used her right out in the hallway where anyone could see.
Her usual method of just blocking it out and becoming numb hasn't been working
lately, and she was getting tired, so tired of the abuse and assault, the heavy
feeling of disgust and guilt that washed over her every time he was done with
her.
It would be so easy to finish off those pills right now and end all this pain
and torture.
===============================================================================
Years back now, the Verger twins 17 years old.
Margot sits a sobbing mess on the couch, blanket covering her bare lower half
as Mason leaves the room, doing up his belt buckle.
Five times in the past three days, whenever he wanted it. Uncountable about of
times in the past month.
The young girl stands and pulls on her underwear, wrapping the blanket around
her shoulders tight and making her way to the bathroom. Not her bathroom
though, her father's.
No one sees her, the rest of the family and a majority of the servants
downstairs for dinner, something she had stopped attending when Mason started
getting violent about his needs. Not a question was asked about it, they just
thought she was weird.
She slips into her parent's room, making sure to avoid all the squeaky
floorboards on her way to her destination.
Eyes squinting in the bright lights of the bathroom, bare feet sticking to the
tile.
There they are on the counter, all of daddy's pill bottles.
She's still aware of everything and seemingly unaffected by the time she
returns to the sitting room that her and her brother share, but it doesn't take
long after that.
Mason finds her slumped against the arm of the couch, eyes out of focus and
some spittle on her chin, “Margot?” A gentle hand to her forehead as he kneels
in front of her; she's burning up. “Margot, what did you do?”
Sitting her up, the older twin slips behind her on the sofa, cradling her
mostly limp body close, “Margot, tell me, what did you do?”
Her head lulls on his shoulder, voice a whisper, “I can't handle it, Mason...
what you do to me... I'm sorry...”
For a moment there's a flicker of emotion on his face, but it's gone before her
sluggish head can read it. Mason, gives a cough, a new shine in his eyes, “I'm
going to go get dad--”
“Mason, no,” her hand grips weakly on his arm, “please, I can't..”
Suddenly he's her loving brother again, just like he used to be a little over a
month ago; his lips press against her temple before he speaks to her in his
most soothing voice, “I'm won't hurt you again, I promise.”
And he didn't for about half a year.
In those six months Mason kept his promise, he didn't touch her but instead
started touching something much, much worse.
===============================================================================
Margot shut the cabinet, the thought of overdosing fleeing her mind as she
pictured all those children. She had to stay here for them, keep her brother
distracted enough so he wouldn't touch their innocent beings until she could
put an end to her monstrous sibling.
No question about it now, she had to live. She realized that many years ago,
and realized it again today; she had to live at until her brother died.
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